super jess

i started this whole thing,
this journey of a better me,
right about the time
this fuzzy headed goofball
came back into my life:

i’ve started

and stopped...

and started again

and gone backwards

more times than i can count…

i've been motivated

and positive...

and lazy 

and negative...

but the one thing i have not done,

and will never do,

is give up...

a couple of months ago,

a facebook friend posted this:

and i wrote it out

on a piece of paper

and it's taped up in my bathroom...

a constant reminder that

life is evolution...

i'm not who i want to be

but i'm sure not who i was...

i haven't smoked a cigarette in

565 days...

i don't drink 5-7 days a week

like i used to...

i don't eat fast food...

if at all possible i eat organic...

this past sunday was the last day

i ate meat...

this morning i did this:

the warrior dash is just

around the corner...

here's my shirt

hk found this awesome blog

that has inspired me...

if she can do this:

then maybe,

just maybe

i can get back to this:

awesome

amazing

wonderful

life changing

things are happening right now...

not to me

but because of me...

man

life is good!!!